Saturday, September 27, 2008

things change so quickly...

it's hard to catch your breath, sometimes.

that's kind of what this year has been about. constant, sweeping change. over...everything.

it's been, well...it's been a year.

i'm...im dumb. you know when you've got something secret and you think you're being sneaky, but then there are days when you just feel like everyone knows everything? yeah.

that's not exactly why i'm dumb, i'm just...sigh.

in other news, all wedding cards are horribly written. all of them. and apparently, at this juncture, all the wedding cards at target have horrible writing in them. no blank wedding cards, they.

i'm sewing a dress to go to said wedding. this dress wil be awesome. and it feels good to sew again. like, really sew. not jsut 'i need to make something that can be torn off easily', but like an actual dress. for use in non-wrestling moments.

it feels good to tell the truth, too. i'm big on honesty anyway, and, well, i reckon i don't have as much courage as i should. or i get it and i get it at the wrong time, nu? anyway...i'm big on being truthful, especially when you don't really have anything to lose. or, that everything is kind of null and void anyway...sigh...

might get drunk again tonight.

3 comments:

jenn said...

Finding wedding cards that don't induce vomiting is indeed quite a task. And don't get me started on baby cards. . . .

Whatever the case may be, I am certain you are not dumb. That is the last word I would ever use to describe you!

mamaevel said...

nope, this weekend i had a whole lot of dumb. and alcohol. the two were only sort of related.

but, i;m actually not drunk or dumb or half-crazy today...so that's something, right?

mmyers said...

I never understood why people looked at greeting cards when they didn't need one until I saw how crappy most were and figured maybe it wouldn't be a bad idea to stockpile a decent one when I see it. Gosh that's a long sentence.

Well, I hope everything works itself out for ya. Sounds like you're spinning. If ya wanna rap, I'm around.